[Chorus:]
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
[B/W Chorus:]
Hollywood
I Feel This Way
[Verse #1:]
I thought i had it all figured out i did
I thought i was tough enuff to stick it out with kim
But i wasnt tough enuff to juggle two things at once
I found myself planted on my knees in cuffs
Which shoulda been a reason enuff for me to get my stuff and just leave
How come i couldnt just see this shit myself its me
Nobody coulda seen this shit i felt
Knowin' damn well she wasn't gonna be there when i fell
To catch me the minute she was seen she just bailed
Im standin and swingin on like 30 people by myself
I couldnt even see the millimeter when it fell
Turned around saw Gary stashin' a heater in his belt
Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground
I just sold 2 million records i dont need to go to jail
Im not about to lose my freedom over no female
I need to slow down, tryna get my feet on solid ground
So for now
[Chorus:]
[Verse #2:]
Bury my face in comic books, cuz i dont wanna look
And nothing in this world is too much
I swallowed all i could
If I could swallow a bottle of tylonol i would
And hit it for good and say good bye to Hollywood
I prolly should cuz these problems are piled all at once
Cuz everything that bothers me i got all bottled up
I think im bottoming out but im not about to give up
I gotta get up, thank god i got a little girl
Now im a responsible father so not alotta good
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I'd be to my daughter layin in the bottom of the mud
Must be in my blood cuz i dont know how to do it
All i know is that I dont want her following in the footsteps
Of my dad cuz i hate him so bad
Worst feeling i had was growing up to be like his fuckin ass
Man if you could understand why I am the way that I am
What do I say to my fans when I tell em
[Chorus:]
[Verse #3:]
I dont wanna quit
This shit, it feels like this is it
For me to have this much i feel like this is it
This is not a game this fame the real life is as sick
Publicity my ass, consume my fuckin dick
Fuck the guns, im done ill never look at gats
If i scrap, ima scrap it like i never wooped some ass
I love my fans but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact
That I sacrificed everything I had
I never dreamt i'd get to the level that im at
This is wack, this is more then I ever coulda asked
Everywhere I go I had a sweater, hood or mask
What about math? how come I wasnt never good at that
Its like the boy in a bubble who never could adapt I'm trapped
If I could go back, I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil, ill never get it back
I just wanna leave this game with level head intact
Imagine going from bein' no one and seein everything blow up
And all you did was grow up mceein'
Its fuckin crazy, all I wanted was to give Hailey the life i never had
I've forced us to live alienated, so i'm sayin:
[Chorus:]
[Outro:]
[Faint Talking In Background]
Goodbye
Goodbye Hollywood
Please don't cry for me
When im gone for good
So, goodbye
Goodbye Hollywood
Please don't cry for me
When I'm gone for good
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Disc 1
